Big world with a small city feel.

Well my week started with a tough good bye and ended with a joyous marriage! This week has been a whirlwind of life and how crazy everything really can be. Well should we start with the beginning of my week now? I know my life is not to exciting for the most part but this week has been pretty eventful! So there is this boy who has completely stole my heart (which is pretty much impossible to do) and well we met not to long ago, but there was a big ugly/ beautiful date that was looming over our heads. That date was May 2, 2012… he was leaving for two years and I can only write him not talk to him. So last Friday we went on our last date and can I just say it was amazing! Nothing special, but so special because I was with him and well it was the first time he kissed me! It was one of those moments when you are so happy you do not even know what to say and something completely stupid ends up coming out! He really did make me speechless so many times, and I am not one very short on words. Well after that night I did not see him again and the two year wait began. I really did not know that you could love someone so much, to the point where saying good bye made your chest tighten up and just ache… I will never forget how he said he loved me the last time we talked, it was like it was his soul speaking to not me by my soul. Though he left on Wednesday I have not had much time to think about it because well my big brother got married! Not just married to some random girl but the most AMAZING girl! I told my mom a few days ago that when I look at them that is what I want in a relationship! They are so madly in love with each other and cannot get enough of each other! They had been together for about 15 months prior to the wedding and not one day has passed with them where I have not seen complete and total love in their eyes. You look at them and they have a look that says “I will never let you go, I never want to let you go.” That is what love is all about! I am not saying it is easy because it is not but they are one of those power couples that communicate so well and give everything they have for each other, never selfishly! They have a love that is deeper than love, and that love, that love is what I want!

Yep well that is about how my day has been going. It has been a long day with a lot of time to just sit back and think. Man i do not know how so many guys dont get girls but what I dont get even more is how they ask us about ourselves. Im like come on I know who I am but if I tell you all our secrets then we got nothing left going for us. In my own personal opinion no girl should give all her secrets up to a boy… (you got to keep them on their toes) you want them entertained begging to see you more just so they think they can really get to know you :) the best part though is that you give them just a taste of what a girl is like and they spill all of the secrets about how guys are, thus giving us girls the up hand advantage… its a quite simple world you just got to know when to play your cards, and when to fold. 

A picture is worth a thousand words so what does this one mean?

Wow can I just say how busy life can get! I have gotten so caught up within school and trying to have a social life that the important things have been forgotten. Yes school is very important and, well depending on who you talk to so is a social life. What I am talking about today though is the simple things. The ones that are so quickly thrown to the curb when life gets busy… like for example painting your fingernails and toenails or taking a long bubble bath (the ones you use to enjoy as a child). For me though it gets down to working out! Man can I just say how life throws you this way and that and sometimes you give into the “easy way” but is it worth it? NO it is never worth it the satisfaction that I get from working out is so much greater than taking a nap and almost as self-gratifying as getting an A on my math test. Yet I let myself forget all about working out until now. This is when it all changes. No one can ever tell me I cannot do something. I am a fighter not a lover and definitely not one to give up! So what if I am tired or have a lot of homework, I still have time to tweet, facebook, pin, and write down a few things in my blog and THEN do my homework. So why on earth would I not have an hour in there to go to the gym and work out? Just like the title of this entry THIS WORK NEVER ENDS so except it. That does not mean you cannot make the best out of it. This is life and it is meant to be fun so take advantage of it. Yep and I will even say it… Pamper yourself once and awhile because guess what we all deserve it!

Me and my friend one day decided I should really kiss this HOT boy, but you see the problem was I just did not know how to do it. So we concocted this amazing ideas which she ended up texting me not to long ago. The plan went a little something like this… Walk in he will probably say what are you doing here or something. you say grabbing my friends clothes. if he follows you into the guard room you find them,grab his face, lay it on him, and say have a good day :) if he doesnt follow you in, come out with the clothes, bend down, grab his face, lay it on him, have a good day. :) 

To bad it never worked out! It would have if it was not for his friend that would never leave his side while he was working or maybe it was the fact that his boss came in right as I was about to try it. Either way it did not end the way we had hoped and I walked away with defeat for such an ill executed plan.

Living away from home is one of the best things i have ever done in my life! Now before you just to all sorts of conclusions of course i miss my family and friends but i would have never guessed i could have so much fun living with strangers. They arent really strangers anymore though… they are some of the nicest girls i have ever met and so chill its probably one of the best apartments for me to be living in. There is very little drama and can i say how refreshing that is. its a real eye opener though having to make my own food clean my laundry and go to school! ha its sorta busy but i still find time to have a lot of fun. im finally starting to get into the swing of everything down here. Ive figured out how to get to all my classes in the time i have and the next step is to go to the gym! ive missed working out so much. me and chels are going to start working out this upcoming week and i cant wait! I didnt realize how much i miss running when i have no idea where to run!